Believe me, you have no idea what you do to me.
Without you, I’m a corpse without a soul.
If I have to live without you, then please, just kill me instead. If I have to die, I’d rather die by your hands than live in a world without you.
Being emotional can be a mistake when you’re surrounded by people who don’t value your openness. But to those who truly love you, your emotional vulnerability is one of the greatest gifts you can give them 🧸
hayot o’tib borayabdi, mening yaqin insonlarim, sizlarning ichki o’lchovlaringiz haqida habarim yo’q ammo doimo har biringizni hayotingizni ozgina bo’lsada mazmunliroq qilishda rol o’ynashga harakat qilganman, doimo atrofing qanday bo’lishini hohlasang buni atrofingdagilarga ayt degan fikrga qo’shilganman, shundagina ular bundan eng kamida habardor bo’ladi
2oydan keyin tug’ilgan kunim, yo’q, men hech qanday sovg’a so’ramoqchi emasman, bu kunni ilohiylashtirmoqchi ham emasman, shunchaki hayot, bizning umrimiz juda ham qadr-qimmatli ekaniga qo’shilaman
18 yosh bilan xayrlashaman, 19…. va shaxsan bir narsani ich-ichimdan his qilyabmanki, keyinchalik, hozrgidek yoki oldingidek juda emotsional va optimist yigit bo’lmasam kerak boshqa, shunchaki realistga aylanaman menimcha
ochig’i nima hohlashimni ham aniq bilmayman, shunchaki mazmunli bo’lsa bas
keyinchalik yozganlarimni o’qib kulsam kerak
lekin bu albatta o’sishni anglatgan bo’ladi